How I started Drawing

I started drawing since I was a little kid. Im not sure how i got into it, i guess one day I just started drawing and it became a habit. One day after another, I became a little bit better and I was happy just drawing whatever I wanted. I've always wanted to join one of those drawing contest but I never thought my drawings were the best. Thats why I simply do it just to enjoy myself. Its very relaxing and it keeps me calm. I can't draw without peaceful music. It has to be peaceful because it keeps me in my peace zone and allows me to exprees myself with my drawing. I havent been drawing lately, mainly because I dont have any more time to. Another reason though is what you will read down below.

Why I hated drawing

I hated drawing at a time in my life. Thats weird, why would I put this under my Interest if I hate it. This is simply because it something that I miss and want to get back into. I want to trick my brain into thinking this is something that I do regulary on a daily basis. That way I will gain the courage to get my pencil and start drawing again. Back to the reason I hated drawing. The reason was because I didnt feel like I was the best. I wanted to get really good at drawing but I couldnt. I would see everybody else's art and I would get really jealous because I thought that I would never achieve something so cool. I wanted my art to look like their art. No matter how hard I tried it would always look different. This is the reason why it was difficult to love drawing. A lot of people will say that its more just of learning to respect that people take their time with practicing and such. They could be right but to me, I was hoping it was something that I was born with. It wouldve made me fall in love with drawing a lot more.

More Drawing

To sum up this page, drawing will always have a piece in my heart. And I really do hope that I could respark this fire that I had for it. Even if I have to take some time out of my day. I remember before my grandmother passed away, she asked me to draw her a rose. I never did. Im not sure why I didnt but I wanted to make it up to her by getting myself a rose tatoo on my arm with her birthdate. This will remind me that I should never quit on something that I love to do. Why would that make sense? I couldnt live a day knowing that Im not doing something I love or potentially love. I dont ever want to do something like that because I believe that everybody should do what they love no matter how small it is. I will make it a goal of mine to draw more and keep it up until it becomes a habit and to the point where I believe I am happy with what I am doing.